/biz/ - Business & Finance

Biz, I have a moral problem what my sex-life is concerned and need your advice. I used to be a pretty vanilla guy until I read about the effects of "low T" and thought to myself... "Hey Anon, why not give it a shot?" Fast forward a few months of testosterone increasing activities (lifting, diet, etc) and my libido seems to have gone through the roof. Sex feels more intense, exciting and I've generally never been more energetic in my entire life. Another nice side-effect was my true sexuality finally being capable of manifesting itself, resulting in a healthy interest in (non-sadistic) bondage, including cream pies, pumping her helplessly cute self full of semen and generally using her as cute cum dumpster slut (which really turns her on; desu, she loves swallowing we have never been happier). Yet lately, Anons, and this is what I am unsure about, I also started fantasizing about having her tied up, her legs spread, pussy exposed and surprising her with multiple negroes entering the room. Then taking turns caressing her, fucking her, cumming in her, keeping score of potshooting her orally and writing phrases such as "cocksucking slut" on her tied up body.

Unfortunately this fantasy was accompanied by inner dissonance and the question of... would doing so be cucked? She will be getting vaginally penetrated and creamed by BBC, after all. Or would it be okay, since I am essentially in a situation of power? Odds are she would like it, too. (So I don't think it would be rape...)

What do? Should I repress this part of my sexuality or just roll with it?