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The main issue is this:
every opinion you have, everything you do, everything you find disgusting or beautiful, every part of what you think is "YOU" is not you. it is a defense mechanism your body built up

Being a chud is a defense mechanism. It is a defense against being pathetic and not repressing that idea. It results out of expectations and society's push on you.

Sure, even in black trans utopia you'd be pushed towards a certain kind of thinking. But you would be happier. You would use the peer reviewed psychological help and would not be hateful. You'd not think violence is good, you would be less angry and anxious, you would, in other words, be more close to your default state.

Your default state involves you living your life as happily as you possibly can. It does not involve any aspect of chudism. You would be a hedonistic animal, and you'd be happy. The leftist society would make you happier, and you're repulsed by it because your brain is buck broken by environment around you and you hate yourself.

You hate the idea of your own happiness, because you think you don't deserve it because you hate yourself.
It's over. You hate the society that would, if you were born as a blank slate in it, make you much happier than you are now. You will likely never get rid of this during your entire life, given you've fallen so low already.

You're pathetic. There is a reason why leftists like to laugh at right wing hypocrisy: its because right wing ideas are just an incoherent jumble of feels and of what feels right or wrong, but what feels right or wrong isnt your choice to make, its been instilled to you by your environment.

You aren't you. In a better world you wouldn't be you. Your idea of you is fake. Your personality is a giant defensive mechanism. You're fucked. The only option i see for people like you and me is suicide.

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