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>>26161502
>There is going to be a new ATL soon

>>26107391
>PSHH
>never going to make it

>>25728736
>20 yr old virgin
>go on double list
>find female 39 yr old glory hole ad
>exchange emails and get the location
>feel kinda nervous but go anyways
>open front door and see white sheet covering doorway with a small hole cut into it
>just walkover stick dick inside hole
>start to feel some some warm wet hole take over my flaccid dick
>30 seconds in and still flaccid but suddenly get hard and cum within the span of 3 seconds
>here an 'aw yeah' in the sound of a mans voice
>quickly walk out the door
>at this point just feel empty, not angry, not sad, not happy, nothing
>listen to eurobeat for an hour and drive to beach
>collect bottle of sand and listen to russian doomer music on ride back home
>drive through all my old schools and university in middle of night
>get home and reverse search address and confirm that it is some black guy in his thirties.

This happened 2 weeks ago and I am tempted to hire an escort. I just want to try it once so I can get it over with, but my prior experience tells me that intimacy matters with sex and with an escort you won't get that. I tried contacting a few and most seem to be bots or scammers, one I actually talked to wouldn't take me because of my age. A different one I talked to and scheduled and appointment, the next day I called her and someone else answered the phone and said he doesn't know who the escort is.

I guess I can either get it over with and have a subpar experience or improve myself for 2 years to get a worthwhile lasting relationship.