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34 years old, didn't do much dropped out of highschool, ended up getting decent gigs by just being a charismatic prick, made some good money and helped family pay stuff off, got bored of a good thing and fucked it all up because I just don't care about much since I realized at a young age I was going to die one day

Just blew all the savings I had left on a house in some shithole city with 10k people in it and I am effectively going to start over from scratch without any solid plans for a career or anything really.

Wishing that I did x would be the same as wishing I did x, it is largely irrelevant, you are always in a position to start improving but only if you really want to do it, I just ride the stream and reach out every now and again

I have traveled to different countries but I am just not the kind of person who finds meaning or some such in such things, I don't revel in accomplishments or aspirations

That being said having worked a bit harder at making even more money would have meant I could have retired at this point in my life but who knows if I would have been any happier, the brain always has a problem to solve