/biz/ - Business & Finance

>turning 30 in two months
>had control of 50k in 2018
> spent 20k of it fucking hookers in Thailand
>got a final payout of 45k recently
>bought btc at 20k and sold at 40k
>fumbled from 1.2btc to .7 and then sold recently
>have 30k on Coinbase
>have 37k in my bank account
>slowly drawing down the 37k fucking hookers in Thailand
>never had a job besides stocking shelves
>worthless degree (but no debt)
>just avoided hard work and math my entire life
>suicide seems reasonable
>no drive, no friends, just a drifter living like a 65 year old pensioner sexpat but I don’t actually have any money or financial security.

It’s getting dark bros. I chased hedonism and pleasure and doing anything besides laying around smoking cigs, sipping Singha, and fucking hookers makes me pissed off and angry like some surly little kid