/biz/ - Business & Finance

i am a heroin addict /biz/. I just called my dad and lied to him to get money for food. I used it on heroin the moment I got off the phone. I call him every other day and lie. He knows I am a junkie. he believe my lies. dealer said he may like me to help him out, in exchange, I can have a regular supply make some money. my dad pays for my apt. my entire day revolves around it. if I don't have it, my mind is in chaos, my body is shaking. my arms are trembling right now. I need it just to feel normal and do regular things. is there any way out of this? you are my guys and I'm even a linkie with 500 link but my ex is holding it for me.