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>>12424246
I know it hurt her. It still makes me cry today. It hurts me so much that she couldn't just have a normal child. A normal person who is alright in the head and can manage their life, a person who is independent, not some fucking pathetic idiot who is depressed. Not somebody who makes friends and dumps the, treats everybody like shit because he thinks he is better than them. It's the most idiotic fucking thing ever. I always think I am smarter than everybody else and better, but in the back of my head, I know I am just the same fucking idiot I've always been. The world hurts me so much, especially the people who are close to me, I am so fucking sorry that they have to deal with a piece of shit like me. A person who get drunk and evades from his family. I am so fucking sorry for everything and I can never fix it. I want to give away everything I have, but I think my family deserves it the most.