/biz/ - Business & Finance

Shit.
>grow up extremely cash poor
>go to college on loans
>start struggling in classes for first time in my life
>also resorting to counting calories just to avoid starvation
>barely scrape a 3.0 at grad
>move back home
>can't find job
>get verbally abused and parents refuse to help
>they threaten to kick me out
>I ape into the military to avoid being homeless
>continue to get verbally abused and catch a disease that permanently fucked up my lungs in bootcamp
>get to first ship
>verbal abuse continues
>barely holding onto reality at this point wandering the streets in the dark at night
>start drinking a lot
>over time develops into a serious problem
>have to go to rehab in the military
>stress and anxiety through the roof
>try to quit, get denied
>great now I'm a slave
>started throwing money into bitcoin in 2018, just DCA
>barely holding it together
>transfer commands just as all my bridges are burning and everyone hates me
>wfh because of covid
>life has been stalled
>almost have a $1M networth now
I'm in the middle of the 13th wasted year of my life. My real life can't start for another 18 months. I've basically given up on reproducing at this point and I'll settle for just being a hermit if the fucking world would just leave me alone.