/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>54810282
I for some reason yearn for wagies approval like I shouldn't care at all but he did genuinely hurt my feelings.

>>51088334
Makes sense. My life savings going to a truck soon I guess

>ugly beta nofriends loser male
>early 30s, wasted life
>no hobbies, no ambitions, totally demoralised
>have a boring bullshit bureaucrat job that requires social skills to do well and I have none
>will never pass the lowest or near lowest rungs of any company I work at
>too tired to do anything after work ends every day
>become the ugly loser nobody talks to within a day of all my jobs

I am never going to be promoted at work because I'm an ugly beta autist that eats lunch alone.

I am so fucked for not choosing to do a computer science degree or not learning programming in my youth. This is the only non-finance/law area where you can make money in the UK and the only one for autists.

I've never managed anyone. In my previous job, where I was on track for a promotion to manager level, my managers and the HR that interacted with me pretty much revolted. I viscerally felt how disgusted some people were with the idea that I could be managing anyone. People see me as someone who belongs at the bottom of the totem pole. I was lied about so many times in that job, it became insane. I managed to escape to my current job, where I am paid much more, but the experience was formative. That old workplace is somewhere known for being soft on its employees!

I have a non-technical job where I'm easily replaceable. Being non-technical doesn't always mean that someone doesn't contribute. But the point of being a non-technical person at most companies is to be a totally assimilated bureacratic piece of indistinct mush that can trade favours and get other people to do stuff with unwritten authority. Any normie can automatically do the job better than me just because they're a normie.

I'm still butthurt about my previous job. I left for a higher paying job but I was on track for a promotion and was subject to lying on an industrial scale by multiple roastie managers.

I had to endure the indignity over a few months of this HR retard and an old crusty boomer telling me I was doing a bad job while giving me no clear targets or feedback apart from shit on the order of 'You need to show more energy" and other buzzwords.

I'm getting a similar pay now to what I would've received in the promotion but I'm butthurt about how the old employer is filled with coasting people in their 20s who get easy lives because they fit in.

Well that’s it. I will never financially recover from this. My entire two months of expenses are stuck in various liquidity and DeFi projects and I can’t withdraw them because the gas value is more than my investments. My family of five is eating at soup kitchens in Rhode island for the next eight weeks.

I like to think I won't ever make it, just to help me get some sleep every night.

...even If I do, my goal is a lowly $5mil.
I still desire to be a salarycuck, but a comfortable one. I would hate being a neet with money.

Guy, I don't think I will ever make it.

>Stay awake every night thinking what could've or would've been if I ever made it.
>Even if I do make it, cashing it all out from an exchange carries hefty prices and difficulties.
>After cashing out, still have to deal with Murican Income Taxes, probably lose 60% portfolio value after all fees involved.
>Day dreaming is exhausting and eating me alive.
>Look at coins every night and wonder why do I hodl on to these impossible dreams?

those numbers have no value until you can withdraw and actually do something with it.

I cry myself to sleep every night at my sad attempts to ever make it.

>>19988464
Hes pretty sour he didnt buy last week.

imagine waking up in the morning, missing this train.