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>go from 300k to 800k+ in a year
>still nothing compared to CRYPTOCHADS makeing 10000% gains weekly
Sometimes I wonder where I went wrong in life.

>>28863480
ha, I wish.
I'm bagholding this for quite some time, this has been my longest ever hold.

>>28831955
Feel bad man. Guess I should be a 30 yr old doomer instead.

>living on my own in London
>26 years old, have my first real job (a respectable first one) after university, never had attention from women ever, never done anything with them except for prositutes, have had zero social experiences or friends since 18
>decide to go outside during Saturday night just to feel less alone
>go walking in a trendy youth oriented place in the city of London
>see lots of young and attractive people enjoying their youths while I'm on my own
>walk past two women
>as I'm walking past I hear one of them say "Look at the nose on that fucker"
>I'm an ugly and big (middle eastern) nosed person with glasses

I'm being 100 % honest when I say I didn't feel sad at all about the insult itself, I just feel sad that it confirmed that everything behind and in front of me is a void of zero enjoyment. Why even bother when being an ugly male (and yes, I am 6' and lift a lot of weights) is like fighting to get out of the bottom of a giant scrapheap? Not being a normie is a social death sentence.

And I don't mean anything political by this, but it's like there was the double insult of being insulted in an area with lots of progressive graffiti. You can be accepted if you're anything, just as long as you're not genetic shit.

During day time it's sunny as fuck and I have a permanent feeling of not fitting in. During night time it's not even a feeling, it's flashing everywhere right in front of my face.

It really does feel like everything is a scam. Whether expressed in Dostoevsky or Dickens or a corporation's advert, it all feels the same.

How do I stop going on 4chan? I easily spend 6-8 hours a day here.

>tfw you wagecuck for minimum wage instead of committing credit card fraud

Let's say you theoretically were getting kicked out within four months for being a lazy neet.

What would you do in that time to prepare?

>wake up
>no motivation to do anything except drive around, drink coffee, eat junk food, read books, browse internet, feel sad about life
>junk food has made me fat- told myself I'd stop today but I'll post one it one more day
>coffee ruins my sleep and makes me weak at the gym- will postpone giving it up

How is it possible to have such low motivation? I don't like using the word addiction because it implies a lack of free will but I act as if I am addicted to junk food, coffee, and the internet.

I hate moderation. I want to do every activity a lot or not at all. Moderation in anything makes me feel like a dilletante loser.

I search and think of some sort of all encompassing, extremely simple and short, life philosophy that will guide and motivate me with all my decisions even though I know that's stupid and I know there is no theory of everything and you shouldn't care about what others think too much and most philosophers and self help is snake oil.

>tfw aged 25
>tfw have a degree but first good job on CV will be obtained soon with an internship at a good company
>tfw all those people making money and doing things and I spend most of my time doing nothing

Everyone else is on the royal road to success due to the institutions they're in and their normie nature's while I am not.

>TFW keep wasting my life on 4chan instead of doing something useful and meaningful

>23
>no education college drop out
>only make $30K a year
>have car loan for $4K ($2,300 left)
>have 3 secured credit cards to basically rack up payment history
>one is for gas money I pay off each paycheck
>one is for car loan and insurance I pay a little on each paycheck (balance is almost always close to $0 each statement)
>one is for cell phone, internet and subscriptions like Amazon Prime. $500 limit usually ~$200 balance on each statement
>have paid cell phone and internet bill every month on time for 3 years straight
>have student loans that I pay twice as much as I'm supposed to each month
>credit score is still 506

How does credit work and what am I doing wrong?

I know your feels

>be 22
>dropped out at 16
>nobody knows I dropped out I just said I moved away
>stayed in the house until 19
>parents kind of forced me to get a job or go to school
>didn't want to run into old friends and they realize I'm a dropout NEET that gained over 100lb
>ask for money to move to Texas (a family friend lived there and I was talking to about getting into his business)
>that lasted about 6 months
>moved back home
>forced to go out of the house
>got a job at a factory
>I feel safe there
>but can't even go in the gas station without severe anxiety attacks of running into an old friend that finds out I'm an obese dropout working at a factory now when I used to be a normie popular kid on the football team and had a popular girl gf

>>1626447
Well never thought of that. Does it actually work? I always see YouTubers who basically do the same content living together in houses. I'd like to do the same with fishing bros. Have a few flat screens in the living room for watching sports. Basement full of video games and man cave. Big cool house we all split together. But sadly, my interests aren't what other people's interests are my age. They're into talking about fluid genders and how to be a top tier faggot. I'm more into sports and going /out/ and hobbies. All of my friends are 10-20 years older than me with families of their own. They wouldn't be interested in my plan.

>23 with GED
>still live with dad
>work no more than 20 hours a week at a grocery store
>only work nights waxing floors and cleaning
>get $200 a week in easy money
>Dad bought me a car
>Have been blowing my money on video games and pizza since I started working at 19 but I'm now taking online classes at community college
>Just general education stuff to transfer to a Uni
>Dad has no intention on ever kicking me out

Did I start too late? What should I do with my life?