/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>17514198
S ame here, 5 years working in another city where nobody gives a shit about me. The few real friends I made left long ago for better jobs abroad, Can't follow them because low IQ retard with no graduate degree and zero networking skills.

GF moved with me couple of years ago and supported her to pursue a masters degree. She started discussions for stupid materialistic stuff, like "why did you order this I do not like X omg day is ruined" or "the car is making noises it''s breaking oh shit why did you make us go outside today? your fault" and other problems she knew I could easily make dissapear by paying money, because that is why I worked for, so we did not have poorfag worries.
Then she proceeded to obliterate 7 years of relationship by cheating with an ugly bastard she had just met at school.
Had couple of girls flirting to me before all that happened, rejected because muh morality. Now I regret it as no one talks to me anymore, Now their stare at me with that "what a creepy loser" look. Guess it's part of getting old and gaining just a few Kg ruins your market value. Feel like I wasted my best years, there is no coming back.

I come from a low income family in a 3rd world shithole, so I sacrificed everything to get a nice job in a good company and reach economic stability to start a family but now it is completely empty and pointless, pay is good but job is boring as fuck.

Wanna kill myself, only things stopping me is thinking of the process (still not that suicidal yet or else I would have done it without thinking) and the unnecesary pain I would cause to my family who should not be suffering because I ruined my life.
Looking for a way to go back and live tthe rest of my unworthy life as a shitcoin retired NEET, and enjoy my parents while they are still here.
Found this place, frens are entertaining, reading new threads is the most enjoyable thing of my day, I have learned, FOMO'ed, keked and cried, but now my only hope is that we will al make it.

>>17499806
nah fuck airlines

>>15929771
400k whalelet

I have $2000 money i don't need at the moment, what to do with it?
(Yeah, i know it's basically nothing)