/biz/ - Business & Finance

>born poverty as fuck, 5 siblings, <30K house income
>ugly, almost learning disabled, autistic, make no friends
>learn about btc and cant buy any even tho I watched it go from $40 up to $15000+ because too poor
>work shitty wagecuck jobs after HS, get paid pittance, dont save shit
>get busted with weed, criminal record now, no jobs
>NEET on unemployment gibs for 1year, know im going downa dark path because older brother is 30 yr old KHV NEET and i dont want to be like him
>during this time try to invest in low cap cryptos, dont make any profit because im dumb
>cry and contemplate suicide because i am doomed to die a poor loser
Fuck bros please tell me something that sounds hopeful. I cant express how desperate I am.