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>0.03 BTC
>70 AVAX
i'm ngmi am i frens

>>52692172

>>52668800
between whale and humpback

>>52568573
All I know is that I FOMOe'd in today when I read that pretty much every bank is working on crypto. JPMorgan even went as far as registering their crypto domain already.. so it better be the fucking bottom.

Did go from 500$ to 150k (probably way more than i could even make in my life by working since I'm a highschool dropout) by trading cryptos for 2 years now (ye I know i'm kinda slow).

And lost ~96 % of it on FTX.

How do I actually cope with that ? it's not like I have kids and much responsibilities but fkin going from "yay on my way to get that fkn house for my old mother and realize the wish she's been praying almost her whole life" before giving into reality and realize I'm not even allowed to just fkin make her proud ONCE and make up for all my past mistakes.

I actually can't believe this is my life rn. I knew I was a failure, but till now I believed I could change that through my actions. It just took one dumb mistake to loose everything. I've failed once more.

I've never told her about anything or how much I had b4 the ftx shitshow she's not the problem as I always thought I could lose everything and was prepared for it, but never prepared for that at all.

The problem is I don't know how to cope with the fact that these past 2 years of stress and hopes were all meaningless.

It actually doesn't feel real at all, my mind is blurry af, i'm getting paranoid about every sms I receive, asking myself if everything I see is not the byproduct of my imagination, that maybe I'm just in a state of comatose and all of these is actually unreal. Feels like a dream that drifted to a nightmare.

Man, if all of this is real, that hurts so much. For the first time in YEARS I've actually cried like a kid. It was all for nothing.

Thank you for having read me, I really had to externalize that.

Were suicide stacks a real thing? I want to know if I'm falling for a meme again

>LINK
>BTC
>ETH
>SOL

All crashed. Coinbase locked my account to verify my ID and took months to resolve. I moved everything to l=Ledger but I was a fucking idiot and trusted Coinbase for years

I don't want to be here anymore. Laid off. My family laughed at me. Lost so much. They laughed at me again. I Failed to make any friends in this life. I am black there is no chance if love for me. My autism tells me its time to call it quits.

I don't think I can smile anymore bobos. Its really hard.