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>the Drys shares I had are now worth $2000. And managed to lose $50 on them.

>tfw you had weak hands and sold AMD yesterday

>be milfag
>have supplemental income

Never been the type to save money outside of an emergency fund. I already invest, what else can I do to make my money work for me? Some outside of the box type shit. Have around $500 a month of unused cash.

I'm also in Japan if that means anything

>woke up just in time to sell mgt at 2.81
>still holding auph after buying in at 5.20 and it's killing my gains

>apply at hotel/casino property for shitty restaurant job
>called for group interview
>think it's gonna be a few people who all want to work at that restaurant
>turns out to be like 30+ people who want to do everything in the hotel
>salaried jobs that require years of experience and degrees mixed in with hourly rabble
>sit in a giant chair circle like an AA meeting
>panel of 4 bigwigs sitting at a table at the end of the room, not saying a word, just staring at us and scribbling notes while some HR lady leads the "interview"
>HR lady had sharted herself at some point that day and every time she walked by I caught a whiff
>go around the circle introducing yourself and saying why you want to work at this property
>nail my response, say how excited I am to become a part of this team, etc.
>next exercise is to take a random card from HR lady that has a generic interview question on it, read it out loud, and answer it
>most people get questions about their experience or how they've overcome bad situations and other shit that makes them look good if they answer it right
>mine is "why do you want to work here?"
>I laugh after reading it but everyone is still staring at me expectantly like we all didn't just answer that exact question a minute ago
>reiterate my first response
>panel and poo poo lady still staring
>drop spaghetti and start listing off random bullshit
>"uhhh well what haven't I said already. It smells nice here, I've been to the buffet a few times and it was pretty good, I live close by so that's always nice, etc."
>next exercise is to get into groups and make a triangle out of random shapes that, surprise, actually come together into a square with a triangle hole in the middle
>group interview ends and we wait to be told if we're getting a one on one interview
>get told "the manager for your position isn't actually here today so you can go home"
>rejected by email
>tfw gave 2.5 hours of my life for this

>you missed BSPM

There are many facets to what led me to the state I'm in today. For one, I was always a paranoid child. And I mean very paranoid. As far back as the age of 7 I'd worry about intruders, and I even had OCD extending all the way back to then which made me check doorknobs like 20 times. I had mini existential crises about faith as well eg the fact that I was born an illegitimate child. The dawn of the Internet age exacerbated that because I'd have debates with myself over whether such an issue truly matters or not. In the end, obviously, I learned it doesn't, but still.

I was a very entitled child too. Coupled with emotional distance, it all culminated in me flipping the fuck out in middle school. Luckily things didn't go too far south as there was always the tug of conscience keeping me sane, so I didn't become a druggie or worse.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not on some woe is me bullshit, because I've otherwise had a very normal childhood. It's just that I was cursed even back then and I find myself now trying to reel back. I'm still emotionally cold though, and my paranoia has gotten so bad I'm legitimately in fear of becoming one of those Roswell schizos.

If any of you would like to offer advice, it would be appreciated. I just turned 18 a few days ago and I don't want to lose all my sanity.

>july
>buy MGT at 4.20
>panic sell at 3,70
>tell myself im never buying this stock again
>fast forward to 2 weeks ago
>see MGT hitting 4 again
>go all in and set sell limit at 4,39
>decide to not check the price or my broker account for a few weeks because I dont want to panic sell again
>1 hour ago
>decide to check the price for the first time in 2weeks
>1,88
>lost 15k
>get an anxiety / stress attack and sell everything for 1,85

what the FUCK do I do now. Do I reinvest in some biotech and try to win it all back? I still need to pay rent this month

>>1477855

Yes, but I could have had a 20% gain if I bought when you mentioned it

just fukcing kill me