Today i left the house of a 41 year old man. im 27, and we had a really good time, fell asleep together.
We planned to meet up tomorrow (Friday) but he hasn't texted back. He kept saying he wanted a relationship and to settle down. Thats what i want.
Why did he lie to me? I wish i had never met him because he was so sweet, then be basically kicked me out. I went and got drunk after, and ate a ton of pizza and now im just miserable. Im actually done with men, you're all SHIT the lot of you.
All im gonna do is focus on the stock market and trying not to kill myself. Im so fucking numb from sex and from life. I dont think i can even be saved :(