/biz/ - Business & Finance

>0-6 years, lived in bliss and pure joy
>7-10, ocd, adhd. starting to slighlty suffer because im different
>10-14, mild depression but still have alot of hope
>14-18, alot of drugs, alot of alcohol, still depressed, still have hope
>18-22, fight and struggle, kicked out of school, paranoid, anxious, ocd getting worse, insomnia
>22-24, full blown alcohol and coke addict, social isolation, terrible depression, never had a relationship, only hookups and prostitutes, socially retarded, hope almost zero

almost 25 and im close to giving up. negative thoughts, regret, impulsive relapses, insomnia, anxiety, no education, no purpose. im utterly alone. all i did my youth was make money in any way possible and spend it on whores and drugs. i wish i never dumped my highschool sweatheart. i didnt deserve her anyway.