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fuck me senpai it was all going so nice. steady fat loss finally seeing some striations working out daily with 1k deficit but still giving my all cause i just sleep 12 hours

old faggot friends say where i been all the time and begs me to this nigger techno club

no one on earth could handle that music, the people and atmosphere without drugs. i did like 3 lines of jay and alot of booze pre club and saw that all faggots are on mdma so i took 2 pills and fuk me senpai.

my face was ouf controll. my eyes just moved on its on looking like an absolute retard. my friends took the same shit but was used it..yes i was high and felt good at some point but the comedown..i wouldnt wish that to my biggest enemie hoooly fuk

layed in bed with heart pumping. was horny af from the coke. it erased all love feelings of mdma. dont mix this shit i just learned. broke nofap 3 times to some fetish porn. woke up in morning nearly dying craving some junk food shit.

slept another 20 hours straight now i woke up. feeling down but like death anymore propably because i force downed 2 litres of water before.

will never ever do this shit again. id rather be alone and have aesthetics get eye fuked on the daylee than going thru this high and death cycle again

summary:

it completely fuked my biz crypto rythmus i dont know what the f is going on.

i cant workour properly for like a week now

i feel like shit for failing nofap too. i was going 41 days strong FUUUUUUUUZUZZZZZK

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please help me fellow bizraelis. fitfags didnt deliver