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>>22553889
I was truly terrible and got away with covering it up, utterly selfish and felt no remorse
And the funny thing is that looking back it all seemed like good fun. You tell yourself everyone knows the rules and if you're upfront about being a douchebag then nobody can blame you if they decide to stick around
There's something that happens inside a proud man who is humbled anon. At my lowest point I reached for the Book of Job, and the gratitude I felt just for the gift of life--again, there at my lowest point, unemployed and getting kicked out of an apartment I should have easily been able to pay rent on, dead broke from the party scene--man I felt such gratitude that I did cry. I just asked God for help, and in the midst of all of that I found peace. I stopped smoking weed and doing psychedelics, moved home and buckled down, had a good job in a new city a few months later
And I totally understand you calling this gay--I'd have said the same thing desu