/biz/ - Business & Finance

>be me, a late 20s loser wagecuck living with his parents
>went to my minimum wage retailcuck job today
>wore the cucky uniform and did the cucky braindead job
>saw a Stacey who was in my year at school and who used to make fun of me
>went back home, ate, mindlessly browsed the internet
>have told myself I need to work for 200 more hours to have enough money to quit my job and have savings for when I go back to London and hopefully work in a graduate level job
>have spent over £400 on junk food, Starbucks, and fast food in the past month and a half
>currently lying in bed and craving chocolate, ice cream, and sweets

I am craving junk food. A junk food binge costs about £12, or about 1.5 hours of my life.

I waste all of my free time. I spend the entire time at work mentally checked out, feeling superior to the normie cattle, telling myself I could be doing great things in my free time. But I waste it all.

Even 30 hours of work per week feels like an incredibly large amount to me.

>working a retailcuck job on Friday night
>wearing my cucky little uniform doing my cucky little tasks
>Stacey from school walks past with her Chad boyfriend
>left school 9 years ago and she once made fun of me to my face for being a beta loser

Working is humiliating.

>get paid £8 an hour
>need another £1500 to have more than £3000 in the bank and therefore lots of spare money when I go back to London and pay £1000 a month on rent (will have a salary in an office job there)
>if I work for 187.5 hours I can get there, plus a few more for minor expenses while living at home
>my job in London will let me save about £200 a month, assuming I don't waste money on junk food and coffee

Life is a joke. When I worked in London I had no money in the bank at the end of the month.

If only I hadn't failed all those graduate job interviews due to being an introverted ugly autist.

If only I hadn't wasted gigantic amounts of money on junk food and coffee. I'm currently drinking a £3 coffee. I had thousands in the bank as a student. I had boring retailcuck jobs in the summers. Where did the money go? I have to spend large amounts on junk food to take away the pain of being an ugly nofriends loser.

>work a part time retailcuck job even afternoon graduating from university

When I get paid hourly, every purchase is seen in terms of spending my life. And yet I still waste so much money on chocolate and fast food.

I have only 21 hours of work in the next seven days yet it feels like a huge amount. On the one hand I am glad that I abhor wagecucking. On the other, am I being a big pussy?

I had so much money in the past but I wasted it all. If I hadn't wasted it then I could be sitting at home and relaxing. If I just didn't waste money in the past 2 months, I could be sitting at home relaxing