/biz/ - Business & Finance

BE ME

>Call bambulance
>think im having a heart attack
>Out of work for month and a half
>ER- MRI- CT- Stress test
>Constant pain
>Neck, Arm, Chest
>Trying bunch of diffrent meds
>Thinking its thyroid
>Earliest appt is in JUNE
>Live in pain for months
>Money running low
>Lose 35,000$ on LINK in 24 hours
>Literally thinking about killing myself
>I will NEVER have anything
>I will ALWAYS be a failure
>Anything i do or try ends in failure
>Literally unsure of whats bettter
>Stainless .357 mg
>Woodgrain shotgun /w HD slugs

I'll probally fuck up killing myself too, All i wanted to do was be fucking sucessful once in my life- I bought a house- BOOM fucked, markets crashing- I got a OK middleclass job in public sector- VIRUS- Made one good investment a few years back - NOPE FUCK YOU.

I honestly cant decide if i should straight up killmyself right now- Or liquide everything load my rifles, throw on my body armor and take to the streets.

Im fucking done... Everying i have tried i've failed at my entire fucking life.... All i wanted was ONE win- and now im broke and sick... I just wanted one win.. just one..

>>17481254
ok TroL

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