I honestly don't know what the fuck to do with my life. I currently have $9000 invested of my $13k in savings. $5800 in GRT which comes out to 4000 graphies. The rest is in stocks (AMC I got fucked on that one). My days consist of being a NEET and babysitting my niece and nephew (I babysit them nearly every day for free because I said I didn't need to be paid). I've stagnated. I haven't done shit since for 6 months since I quit my job. I can't go through with anything (backed out of the military 3 times). I'd love to not work, but I live in a toxic household and I don't see GRT pumping it to MAKE IT status any time soon. I would need GRT to hit triple digits for me to semi-make it. I don't wanna go to college because it's too expensive. At this point, I either HAVE to go through with the military or fake my resume and hope I land a semi-decent job. Truth be told I really don't like having to suck up to people and having them yell at you which is why I didn't join the military. My home life is the same fucking way and I'm 21 yrs old. Sorry this is a rant, but I'm so fucking fed up.