/biz/ - Business & Finance

>35 years old
>Finished highschool
>Studied English Translation in college for 9 years on and off - didn't finish
>Only work history to speak of is 2 weeks at a restaurant, more than a decade ago
>Other important items of my "work experience" include things a teenager would do in their spare time - walking dogs, and doing basic shit on photoshop - which 2 of the 3 sales I had were obtained through my mommy

I am a full on adult with no work history to speak of. My life is a mess, I don't even know how to ride a bike, drive a car, or do pretty much anything that the normie adult population do.
I keep doing things to move forward, but I'm way too different from the average normie. I'm struggling to adapt.
I also doubt myself that I could ever get a normal job and hang out with coworkers, superiors, and stuff, and act like them. I'm way too different, I eat raw animals, drink blood, I sleep on the floor, my sleeping schedule is nothing like normal people, I have been balls deep into learning things like hidden symbolism in media, pol redpills, psychedelics, spells, potions and what not.
So it's not like I don't know anything. I can make a variety of potions and elixirs all the way from seed to the finished product. I have also learned how to grow vegetables, mushrooms, etc. I also speak two languages for everyday use, and a bit of a third.
My main concern is that I don't know almost anything about monetization! I don't know how to make money.
Now I'm working towards entering the work force, and to me everything is a challenge. Even things that people take for granted, like banking, using a phone (I don't like phones), the tax system, etc.
That's my situation. I just needed to blogpost to get it off my chest for a while.
As of late, I have been working on getting myself well set up for sending CVs. I've acquired an alarm clock, I prepared a calendar to keep track of time, etc.
Please someone tell me I'm not completely fucked yet.
We are all going to make it... R-right?