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I unironically want to kill myself. Not even joking or memeing, i truly believe non-existence is the best thing that could happen to me right now. I've been not-existing for the entirety of human existence and i was happy, why did i had to be born into such a terrible existence?
I have no passions in life, nor do i want to have them. Everything i think about doing is either useless in the long run (getting a job, learning piano, writing a masterpiece), or will lead to even more suffering (killing my self). How do i fix this?
Please don't talk about exercise. That's retarded and only works for normies with neurotypical and atrophied brains. I've "worked out" for months, and if anything i got worse. It's an activity for brainlets because it allows them the maximum escapism that one could have (When you're doing reps you're not thinking about anything. Normies like it because not thinking about anything is their natural state).
What are some crypto projects that will rekindle in me a will to live? Coins that will inspire me to do something with my life that isn't wanting to die.

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>>7771997
You were right the first time.

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