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>psychotic episode
is this the dark night of the soul? is it that people coming out of this episode for the worse are not able to cope with a larger reality and their role in it?
i think this process is a lifelong one. destroying your ego permanently is like putting toothpicks in your eyelids to keep yourself from falling asleep, great effort is required to destroy yourself day after day. there's a lot of individual effort and vulnerability required. i don't understand why anyone in existence wouldn't explore it to the fullest