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>>23641871
God bless you brother, you are gonna make it.
I was an atheist myself too and I only studied the Bible because I wanted to proof that it was a 'fairy tale'. Something happend along the way. I was almost dead and perhaps it might be the DMT released by my body as a result of that near-dead experience but what I saw and felt was so beautiful. I saw a very bright sunlight and it warmed my body, a beautiful lake, white houses built on a cliff next to the shore. In the Sun I saw a human form but I couldn't see it because the light was too bright. And then I woke up again on the way to the hospital and I felt cold and sad. My life could've been ended that day. At first I thought it were angels that surrounded me when I woke up and saw all these faces, but they were doctors and nurses. Every second there are people dying, why was I spared? I grew up all alone as a kid, most of the time I was on my own, I used to listen to satanic metal bands, my whole youth I've been in prison. I was and probably still am one of the worst people alive. All I know is I didn't deserve it, I should be dead and my only main reason why I live is to worship the Lord.

23 The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.
He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.
He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.