/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>50539036
i genuinely don't enjoy socializing or sex, at least not in normie levels, i already have paid for a sex several times, it feels good like food but not to the point of working a relationship just to get it, and same with friends get drunk and do stupid things what fun in high school, but then it just stopped being fun and became something predictable and repetitive
it's not like i'm emotionless who doesn't feel anything, just feel like i can get the same level of "enjoyment" just by masturbating, or socializing on the internet
the only reason i'm into crypto and finance, is because i want my own place to be able to grow marijuana and do mushrooms without family bothering me, and also minimize the chances of ending up homeless or eating only instant soup for the rest of my life
but i still feel bad because i feel like i wasting my life, like it's my obligation to do something about it but i just can't find "why"

>What is winning for you?
find "a job", purpose or something you're so into that you don't care about anything else, not even thinking about work hours, "freedom" or retirement, because you're already make it