/biz/ - Business & Finance

there is beauty in the struggle, ugliness in the success anons. the dream that once i made it my "real life" would start kept me going end energized. the delusion and cope daydreaming about wealth made me euphoric. now that i got it i dont know what the fuck there is left to do. thanks to hedonic treadmill i got used to everything i have now and after the initial dopamine spike im back to my baseline depressed baseline.

you get used to everything. being able to sleep as long as you want will get normal, a wagie gets euphoric when friday comes but i been living like its christmas for months now and im miserable.

got addicted to coke and alcohol aswell which i will stop doing come june 1st. what the fuck should i do now? i have no motivation to get out of bed or brush my teeth.

i went from daydreaming about making it which kept me going to daydreamimg about offing myself if it gets too bad which is what keeps me going now. to have the option open to exit is a nice thing to have.